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Friday, December 31, 2021

Project Twenty One: Batch Three

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So here we are, in the last batch of watching-all-Studio-Ghibli-movies project.

Seven more of the studio's films had done, which means that now I have the complete list of the ranked Ghibli movies. Which I'm actually still not yet confident to disclose because I couldn't even decide if I'm agreeing with myself or not.

But anyways, before we proceed to the list, let me give the reviews to the final seven films. The last reviews of this project.

Tales from Earthsea | 2006

Honestly, I had a very VERY big expectation towards this one. No, it's not that I had heard about the film from others nor had I read any good reviews of the movie. I hadn't even read any synopsis so I completely had no idea what it was about. But whenever I saw the slice preview on Netflix, I always had the feeling that the film would be grande. Plus the animation and the drawing is amazing. Sadly, that's not what I got.

There was no background whatsoever on who the protagonist is, what his problems and goals are -- Arren is annoyingly uninspiring, grim, and bleak. The plot and element was inconsistent, starting with dragons and then it's gone until the end of the film. The only thing that makes this movie safe from the bottom is how I really can’t fit Nausicaa’s eerie sci-fi vibe. Plus, the Medieval setting and panorama are still enjoyable, actually the only thing I enjoyed from this film. Also, Therru’s quote about fearing life not death is also a good one.

Only Yesterday | 1991

Aside of how it beautifully captured the peaceful, humble life in countryside Japan, which is a big big plus point already to the film, I really love the back-and-forth plot, where it showcased Takeo's problems in a very unique way. Also, I think it’s the most lively one I ever watched, most smooth gestures, expressions - though sometimes a bit creepy - and natural convos with lips smacking?? Ghibli knows how to pay attention to details.

But what I adored the most would be the overall story which feels so nostalgic it woke up the 10-year-old kid in me, and the ending, where child Takeo and her friends escorted her from the train back to the village, to the arms of Toshio... AAAAAA so beautiful I cried! A bit downfall: though Hirota is such a dream boy, his seiyuu just doesn’t match... and though Taeko’s father is such a daddy, he’s a bit annoying and... wait, come to think of it, her whole family IS annoying! Poor little Taeko :(

Ponyo | 2008

One of the movies I've watched before, which happened, I guess, more than 10 years ago? Haha I can't believe I had the audacity to put this film in a lower rank so far only basing from my 12-year-old memory because TO HELL WITH THAT, I knew nothing!?

Ponyo is really THAT magical, THAT colorful. No wonder it received amazing credits from even Hollywood stars. It's such a pristine movie featuring children’s innocence and curiosity - both Sosuke and Ponyo are so adorable I’d protect those two! - with a glimpse of “look what you did to the ocean, human!” which I like. My highlight though, is the film's delicate depiction of water, be it the ocean tsunami, the waves breaking the rocky beach, the fish-to-water-and-vice-versa transformation, the boiling water in the pot, the honey, the crystal clear ocean bottom, the rain, SO REFRESHING! And the gesture of Ponyo’s mother is just so alive I enjoyed every inch of her moves!!!

Whisper of the Heart | 1995


Another amazing real-life heartwarming piece revolving around junior high students with their simple love triangle trouble, school tests, cluelessness of future, funny curious classmates - them teasing Shizuku when Seiji came to her class is the best! - and heartbreak of being left by your crush ahhh I just love this type of nostalgic theme. Oh my favorite part though: when Shizuku and Seiji sing “Country Road” together and then the ojiichantachi came to join. And this is why this is the only review with video haha enjoy!

Kiki’s Delivery Service | 1989

Super light, easy to watch and everything’s just so smooth—such a comfort film where it’d be a mood-booster anytime being watched! The warmth of people inside the film is just bursting you’ll feel like you’re Kiki herself lol. And plus points to the strong European/Italian vibe which is just of the right portion it feels amazing!

When Marnie Was There | 2014

Another beautiful depiction of life in countryside Japan, but, done in the more modern Ghibli-style animation which fits better to my taste haha. Story-wise, I LOVE IT! Love the combination of the said great animation with such mythical feel and mysterious plot. Although towards the end it’s pretty much guessable, but for the whole portion of the story it was nice to be left guessing in curiosity. The epic part is the ending though, you know, the part where Marnie waves goodbye. Yea it is a tearjerker, maybe not for everyone, but enough for my poor soft heart...

Spirited Away | 2001

Well, this is it. I don't think I need to describe how majestic this film is. The epitome of the studio, the real representation of Ghibli's magic. All the whimsical and absurdity of Ghibli gathered here somehow, to make this grand, festive piece of art. And what makes it even better is how those things were also combined with strong Japanese elements like, the ryokan and onsen life, the classic tram in the midst of nowhere, and more!

Personal experience wise, Spirited Away hits it good to me. I think it was the first Ghibli movie I ever watched - if I don't count Grave of the Fireflies ya - and it left a very deep impression to me. I didn't exactly understand what the film really tried to tell us, but at least the grandeur of its animation really blew me away.

Then years after, I had the chance to visit Jiufen, a small town in Taiwan where the film's setting was inspired from. When I was there the atmosphere, the floating lanterns, the dull colors of the buildings shone by red fluorescent of the lights, and of course, all the No Face souvenirs sold around, really woke the long-sleeping memories of the film. And to make things even better, it was raining! Something I really fond of in Studio Ghibli movies.

What made this even more special was, when I watched this film again as a part of this project, it was today, December 31st—the exact same day when I was in Jiufen 2 years earlier. I wasn't really planning for that because by the time I realized 2021 was almost over, I still had three more films yet to watch. So I rushed into Kiki and Marnie, and happened to be able to watch Chihiro today, exactly a day before the year ends. Well it sounds stupid but this kind of coincidences and universe plays are just really my thing and... I actually am sold for it.

Anyways.

That should be it. Now that I've completed all 21+1 Ghibli movies, I think I'm ready to reveal my final rankings.

  1. Howl’s Moving Castle
  2. Arrietty
  3. The Tale of Princess Kaguya
  4. Spirited Away
  5. From Up On Poppy Hill
  6. The Wind Rises
  7. Ponyo
  8. Castle In The Sky
  9. Grave of the Fireflies
  10. My Neighbor Totoro
  11. When Marnie Was There
  12. Only Yesterday
  13. Whisper of the Heart
  14. Kiki's Delivery Service
  15. The Cat Returns
  16. Pom Poko
  17. Princess Mononoke
  18. Porco Rosso
  19. Ocean Waves
  20. My Neighbors the Yamadas
  21. Tales from Earthsea
  22. Nausicaa
There you go. The super subjective ranking of all Studio Ghibli's films, based on my 29 year-old point of view. Which had changed a lot since I was first exposed to Ghibli films around 15+ years ago. Which just now gave me more ideas...

What if, in 15+ years from now, I do this all over again?

To see if my views towards these movies change again? I may matured a lot now compared to the child version of me, but I may have even more complex views in the future, with a whole new perspective and preference. Who knows that the 47 year old me would prefer Nausicaa more than Spirited Away, right?? Haha that's gonna be fun. I'll remind myself to do so. But for now, I think I'm pretty much satisfied with this list.

So...

I'll see you guys later.
When I'm 40 or 50 I think.
To see if I still can enjoy the same
Studio Ghibli Magic

Wednesday, August 4, 2021

Project Twenty One: Batch Two

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Seven more of Ghibli's twenty one movies had done.

I really enjoyed the watching, but not so much the ranking because seriously, it's difficult! Sometimes just several minutes into the start of the movie I'd be like, "okay, I know where to put this one on the list".

And then when the movie's over I'd be like, "fudge, that ranking is not just enough -- but then I don't want to reorder the other ranks because I'm sure the other movies deserve that spot!" lol see how I tasted my own medicine...

Anyways, let's have a little review on the recently-watched seven pieces.

Porco Rosso | 1992


When I watched a glimpse of its random cut in Netflix's preview, I thought this was going to be a weird, old-like, full fantasy thing that I wouldn't enjoy -- well I was given the scene of a pig dressed like a pilot, living in a normal world of human, of course my first impression was going that way!? But apparently Porco Rosso exceeded my initial expectation and turned out to be surprisingly light and bright! I really love the European vibe - although setting wise it looked more like Ventimiglia than other lovely European cities - but even love more the Mediterranean coastal scenes! Its touch of historical World War setting also helped enriching the story, and that hidden cove where the pig resides, well, that really was my favorite part.

From Up on Poppy Hill | 2011

I'm not sure where to start because... I really REALLY enjoyed this movie! Although it didn't boast Ghibli's signature magical element, it really stole my all with its heartwarming teenage school-and-family story and incredible up-and-down-making twists. And don't get me started with the movie's amazing atmosphere of old 60s Japan, Tokyo during Olympics 1964 euphoria, and typical Japanese school life. Argh, there's just nothing going wrong with this one!

And I'm not trying to be corny here - but I guess I am - but I must say I really ship Umi and Shun's relationship I mean... I'm obviously no longer a teenager like, I'm around 12 years older than a high school teenager, but somehow the thing that these two had felt super relatable, and the whole plot was not-too-much romantic with freaking cute gimmicks here and there making me feel like a teenage girl! Overall you won't be getting actions and/or supernatural stuff like Ghibli's other pieces, but I guess that's the beauty of this movie.

Castle in the Sky | 1986

Out of Ghibli’s three, famous and most-loved old epic-fantasy films, "Laputa" is personally bearable and surprisingly enjoyable to me. You know how I always got eerie vibes from watching dark, creepy old films like "Princess Mononoke" and "Nausicaa"? Well, I didn't feel it here. I loved it, in fact. The fights was great, the floating castle was magical, and the short life in Dola’s ship was probably the best part. Overall setting was still relatable, and the music, though equally eerie, was of a moderate level. And I guess, it’s also the side characters that made this movie fun. You know, those "villains" which started as foes then turned out to become allies.

The Cat Returns | 2002

First of all, this movie is about cats. So I knew anything wouldn't go wrong with this one. Then the rest is just perfection: a combo of real Japan life and Ghibli’s magical touch, light plot but comes with some actions as well. I also enjoyed the warm twists, which honestly I could guess way before it was revealed because, again, this movie has a light plot. One downfall though: duration's not long enough!

My Neighbor Totoro | 1988

Well, should I actually make a review of "My Neighbor Totoro"? We all love this Ghibli's iconic masterpiece. It's heartwarming, it's whimsical in a beautiful way, it has Ghibli's top-ranked favorite characters so of course we can't look down on it, and when you really really realize, there's just nothing dark and heavy about this movie: everything's child-friendly, fun and games, even the conflicts seemed mood-lifting instead of emotion-destructing, and watching this made me feel like a kid again! Although the first time I watched this movie was when I was 20-ish.

Pom Poko | 1994

Along with "My Neighbor Totoro", this was among five Ghibli films I had watched before. In fact, Pom Poko was the third one, just several days after "Ponyo". So yea perhaps I was like... ten? I remember back then I wasn't quiet enjoying the film because I thought it was boring. Now that I watched this again with more mature perspective, it turns out that the reason why I didn't enjoy "Pom Poko" as a kid was because the cause highlighted in this movie was quiet "heavy" in a way. It showed another issue of human exploiting nature, but through animals’ perspective so it hits a bit harder than "Princess Mononoke" or "Nausicaa" to me. Plus it seemed much more bearable than those Ghibli human/nature type of movies because the setting is of actual Japan. Overall, actually, with such deep message and ironic reflection of what's really happening in the real world that "Pom Poko" conveyed, I'd really rank this movie higher than "My Neighbor Totoro".


What held me back from doing so is how this film, though seemingly fun and light and kid-friendly with cartoonish characters, is actually really dark. And I just don’t like how human eventually won and the raccoons had to give in, to move away or settle in sewers, or opted to live a fake, non-desirable life as human; while some of them who couldn't transform and failed to find a new place to live even had to DIE!? A realistic situation, actually, but I just don’t fancy it. I wish the ending was just not so depressing. Well it doesn't change the fact that racoons and other woodland creatures are actually losing their homes thanks to fucking human's greed but, at least... well... ugh I hate this :(

The Wind Rises | 2013


Another dark story covered in bright and light vibe - Ghibli's just so good at it! When enjoyed just from its setting of old 1930s Japan, summer feeling with cheerful scores, greeneries and breezes, and overall “I have to achieve my dream” mood, it’s a very pleasing film. The over-detailed aeronautical stuff isn’t quiet enjoyable for me, though, obviously it's a fetish to Miyazaki. But I didn't find it too annoying that it ruined my whole impression of the movie. Well, so, what's so dark about it?

The fact that the aircraft designs Jiro and his comrades were fighting to create was to be used in wars, and how none of the planes return home, well, that's really dark, isn't it? That's just not about it. On top of those "professional problems", the movie's "personal problem" which highlights this dying lover who patiently wait for the protagonist to fulfill his dream, and the fact that she left home so she could die without her family having to deal with the fuss - fudgeee that ending was so crazy!!! - made this film just so devastatingly heart-breaking. But I guess that’s simply the beauty of it.

Well.

It's fourteen already, in addition to the first batch of rank I made weeks ago. and I'm seriously having a hard time putting my preferences haha well let's just say it goes like this for now:

  1. Howl’s Moving Castle
  2. Arrietty
  3. The Tale of Princess Kaguya
  4. Spirited Away*
  5. From Up On Poppy Hill
  6. The Wind Rises
  7. Castle In The Sky
  8. Grave of the Fireflies*
  9. My Neighbor Totoro
  10. The Cat Returns
  11. Pom Poko
  12. Princess Mononoke
  13. Porco Rosso
  14. Ponyo*
  15. Ocean Waves
  16. My Neighbors the Yamadas
  17. Nausicaa
Again, it's temporary. I still have seven to go, including "Spirited Away" and "Ponyo" I've yet to rewatch to see if this rank still fits. I haven't rewatched "Grave of the Fireflies" yet either but I think I'm gonna skip that one because the traumatic imagery still actually stay vividly in my head.

Woof! Can't wait to finish this thing and wrap up my list!

But actually, I wish it doesn't have to end.
I can't get enough of Ghibli's magic

Sunday, July 4, 2021

Project Twenty One: Batch One

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So I finished my first seven movies of Studio Ghibli available in Netflix.

Damn how I forgot how amazing this animation studio is, given the last time I watched a Ghibli movie was... I think... "My Neighbor Totoro" in... 20... 17...? Fudge yea, it's been a while. TOO while.

I won't be giving too much intro, so here's my short review on the first seven Ghibli movies sort in the order of the one I watched first.

Howl’s Moving Castle | 2004

I don't wanna wait until I reveal my ranking update to say this: "Howl's Moving Castle" is by far the number one Studio Ghibli movie on my personal list. And I watched it on my first attempt! How could not that be a good sign for this project??

I love everything about this movie. The animation, the story, the magical element it bears, the characters, the fact that the "villain" is actually not someone else, EVERYTHING! But what I enjoyed the most from this is actually the setting. Sophie's hometown has this nostalgic Square Enix vibe, which reminded me a lot to Final Fantasy and my FFX2 or Kingdom Hearts days which I really cherished. And Howl's castle too! Oh how I liked the inside of the castle, its door that leads to many places, its before and its after renovation I just. Loved. It!


Can I still keep ranting on this movie? Of course I can, it's my blog! Well one thing that perhaps made me love this movie the most is that because, I see a close imagery of Howl as... myself. No, not because I can do magic. But because of his personality. That seems okay and all groovy from the outside, but has this deep fear on the inside. I just feel I relate a lot to him.

My Neighbors the Yamadas | 1999

The second movie I watched for this project. Overall, it was enjoyable. Easy to watch, no fantasies, just slices of daily lives of simple Japan. Its animation is a bit off typical Studio Ghibli style, even seems too lazy for the studio standard, but still, the details are uncanny! One weakness though: sometimes it gets a bit boring because of no plot/conflict, and the duration’s just too long.

Ocean Waves | 1993

I'm not a big fan of way-too-old movies. You know, movies that are actually made decades ago. Including animation. But "Ocean Waves" was a different one. Yes it looked so retro, but that became an aesthetic to the movie. Overall vibe of this one was light, and even nostalgic, as if I watched it already in 1993 and rewatched it just recently. Story was a bit too simple though, but I think that's the beauty of it. P.S.: Rikako, the female lead, was honestly a bit annoying.

Arrietty | 2010

This is the type of Studio Ghibli work that I always know, and always like. Animation-wise, no flaws, at all. Beautiful, warm, detailed, you know, all Ghibli qualities were in it. Then came the story, and it instantly put "Arrietty" on top of the list.

The world of tiny people is always a treat to me, just how I really enjoyed "Doraemon Adventure No.6" comic. The perspective of human world through tiny people's eyes, the way they use human's small items like doll houses and unnecessary trinkets as their own household stuff, it's just so pleasing to experience. This one though, is added with heartwarming story of a curious teen sprite and a helpful human, amazing serene setting of a cozy villa, and... this one is so important to enhance the overall mood: occasional rains.


If this movie was, or is, going to be made a series, I swear I'd be the number one fan and would never skip a single episode.

Nausicaa | 1984

I would always root for stories that promote nature harmony. The concept of human live side by side with nature told in this movie was something to be admired about. However, "Nausicaa" is the actual embodiment of my dislike-ness towards way-too-old movies. Somehow the animation, the plot, and its elements made me anxious. Its setting - and the fact that it's a sci-fi movie - and music gave such eerie feel of old 80s Nintendo games. I guess such vibe just doesn't go well with me...

The Tale of Princess Kaguya | 2013

Another work of Studio Ghibli which animation style is not so Studio Ghibli. Which I don't mind because it was equally beautiful and well executed with all the amazing drawings and realistic smooth movements. Plus, this one was created with the modern Studio Ghibli touch so there were a lot of progress. But the best part is, unlike "My Neighbor The Yamadas", this movie came with perfect everything.

"The Tale of Princess Kaguya" served such perfect depiction of old traditional and royal Japanese culture,  which felt so... sincere. The plot was unpredictable from the beginning until the end, which really made me stay to watch the whole 2 hrs+ film. Sadly - or maybe not? - it bears a non-happy ending — the most whimsical yet goosebumps-making ending, when the celestial troops from the moon came to fetch the princess. I couldn't even describe the feeling because plot-wise it was devastating, and visually it was horrifying, but throughout the event, the music was weirdly cheerful, creating this uber eerie horror sensation that even until now I'm typing this very paragraph, I'm still having goosebumps... crazy movie.

Princess Mononoke | 1997

Another amazing story of how human and nature should live side by side and how you’ll get the loss if you mess with nature. This time it's less science fiction, so I got to enjoy the movie better! The overall setting of "Princess Mononoke" still adopted Japanese culture, so even though it was full of mythical creatures, I could get to see the old rural life of Japan, rice paddies, samurai wars, and what not.

Now on to the downfall: none of the antagonist humans died. It really, REALLY annoyed me. I mean, they were the one who started all these mess but what did we get? Moro the mother of wolf, Ottokko the boar clan head, and even the Forest Spirit itself died instead! It's just so unacceptable. Also, and this what mattered the most. There were just too much blood and gore stuff it wasn’t so nice to my soft soul...

Alright!

That was all seven of them! Funny how I got to see which I thought was the best and worst of Studio Ghibli in just one batch. But who am I kidding, it wasn't all yet. So I'll come back claiming about the fixed list when I finish all twenty one but for now, here's my current ranking:

  1. Howl's Moving Castle
  2. Arrietty
  3. The Tale of Princess Kaguya
  4. Spirited Away*
  5. Grave of the Fireflies*
  6. My Neighbor Totoro*
  7. Princess Mononoke
  8. Ponyo*
  9. Ocean Waves
  10. My Neighbor The Yamadas
  11. Pom Poko*
  12. Nausicaa


Again, it's just temporary. And the fact that my views on "Spirited Away", "Grave of the Fireflies", "My Neighbor Totoro", "Ponyo" and "Pom Poko" was based on the time I watched them like decades ago would only mean that I need to rewatch all of them - except "Grave of the Fireflies" I guess, because the trauma of watching that cursed yet beautiful film was real - to fix my thoughts on each movie.

This is fun.

Can't wait to finish Batch Two and see how the list goes.
Ghibli's magic is not yet finished

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Stop, Marv, Okay?

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Superheroes has always been a thing to me.
Especially they who are under the red flag of Marvel.

There are tons of them. With diverse superpowers. Made my childhood like, gangbanged in a superhero fantasy, sent me off to my adolescent phase hoping to witness the live-action movies of each hero—and my dream came true. As Spider-Man, X-Men and Fantastic 4 all invaded the screen and satisfied my lust.

Then some others came. Some that weren’t much of my favorites: The Incredible Hulk, Iron Man, Captain America. I initially didn’t really like them as much as I had this weird obsession towards X-Men or Fantastic 4 and, to make it worse, their movies turned out to fail me too. The Hulk was too dark and serious, Iron Man was too destructive –plus I finally realized something: what so superhero about Iron Man? He’s just a weakling covered with irons made by money, and Captain America was… There was nothing wrong with this one, I simply just started to get sick of Marvel’s newer heroes.

Then. To make it all the worst, all of them were PROUDLY joined forces. With a bunch of more heroes I had no interests in, and some others that I didn’t even know! No Wolverine, no Mr. Fantastic and their companions, why should I be excited about these things?

Marvel indeed got me bored but then, who am I really?
The world liked what they did so, HEROES INVASION began.

They succeeded on so many levels. Ever since, they kept planning sequels back-to-back in tight schedule like a barbaric animal, recreate stuff, getting all cluttered and, ugh, it’s just too much for me! Although obviously, it’s nowhere near “too much” for everybody else in this universe because, as you know, they never stop demanding more and more hero tales.

I kept holding back. When my friends kept talking about new hero movies and stuff, yes, I kept holding back. I stopped updating about Marvel’s newest shits if it’s not about X-Men or Fantastic 4 –yes, I even got sick of Spider-Man I didn’t watch any of those “Amazing” series crap. I lost count of what sequel it was for Thor, for Captain America, I didn’t even have interest in “Age of Ultron”!

Yes I kept holding back, until I finally reached my limit.

Spider Man that’s just too young, and Fantastic 4 with black Johnny Storm?
Seriously, this has got to stop right now, Marvel.
Pic of Peter and his underrated cast is from here, while Johnny's from here.

I’m a fvcking OCD person, for God’s sake. I brought this matter long ago when Chris Evans played both Johnny Storm and Captain America and I was all raging in disappointment about it.

Enough with Spider-Man, will you!? First of all, this new Peter is just too young. It disgusted me. Then knowing the fact that now there are three Peter Parker’s in total, it’s not nice at all! I know, maybe you’re following the path of Batman –or, James Bond?– that has more than one actor for each role but… It’s somehow not just working for Spider-Man ;(

And black Johnny Storm… What the hell—go to hell, Marvel. You fail me, you fail many of your sharp and critical fans but most annoying-ly, you fail Stan Lee. It’s not about this new actor is black, ew, no! Drop all those racism shits. It’s just, c’mon you know that Johnny Storm is supposed to be white and is a biological younger brother to Susan Storm. So stop being innovatively nonsense, and quit making such unnecessary changes—and please, go to hell of Human Torch’s flame on.

And here's the worst thing. With Peter and Johnny initially being best bud, there will always be this big chance to make Spider-Man | Fantastic 4 movie. If that happens, and Marvel uses the current casts instead of Jessica Alba and the gang plus Tobey Maguire, well, I knew it for so long that you've been conspiring to ruin my OCD senses, Marvel.

Pic's from here.

Oh look how much I’ve complained about this.

Don’t get me wrong because I know more than anyone else in my circle about Marvel’s license share things. Some go with FOX, some with Sony, but why—you have all the rights to monitor everything and stop those studios –and YOURSELF– from overdoing those stupid changes.

Sorry but I’m not one of those people you gladly get benefits from. This has been a fiesta for them so-called superheroes geeks but seriously, for me, and hopefully there are some others who feel this way too—this is too much, and has gone too far.

I lost Fantastic 4. And I lost them in such failed reboot. Well who am I to talk, the film is not even released yet—you know what, I’m not talking about quality because this version could possibly be better and much more entertaining, who knows? I’m instead just talking about how too soon these reboots are made. And with some useless digression—oh I’m done talking.

Dear Marvel,
I sincerely hope you never get your license back for X-Men.

And dear FOX, please,
Don’t ruin my beloved X-Men franchise just
Don’t. Ever. Reboot. X-Men.

Friday, January 17, 2014

The Secret Life of My Kind

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Recalling the resolution I made for 2014,
It's about Worldwide Fun, isn't it Vick?

Well to be honest, I'm kinda pretty optimistic about it. Chances are everywhere. I'm all open and free. Graduated and unemployed, I can actually choose to be a freelance writer or copywriter or better yet, go on with my study somewhere abroad.

Anything, could possibly be my path to being a Mr Worldwide.
And this was kinda reinforced by a simple hint, shown by

Walter Mitty

Genuinely scared, imagining myself in the middle of nowhere.

Yes, it's only a movie. About someone who is so tiny physically, financially and hierarchy-ly. Never once planned, going to Greenland, boating to Iceland, cycling and skating down the lowhill, drifting away from Eyjafjallajökull's dusts, hiking the Himalayas, never once planned by Walter Mitty.

But somehow he made it. Alone. No preparations at all. And no camera. I don't blame his decision, no he was a fool not bringing something to seize the wonders. But having no camera, means optimizing our visual to mental-capture the sights. Don't need to be busied taking pictures and enjoying digital sceneries from the screen. Just us, our eyes, and the genuine touch of mother nature.

I want that. The spontaneous journey, not the no-camera-at-all part.
Can you imagine? No certain plan you been waiting for and all of the sudden, poof!
You're sailing offshore Nuke, swimming ice cold water and eating a nice clementine cake.

I do, want that.
Because if you're in the middle of something unplanned,
And you apparently enjoy every single details you have to do,
Then you just found your quintessence